I have been busy for the last few weeks… (I accidentally wrote years first and now I have existential crisis because that is too true!) First I was traveling for two week and you can read more about that from my TRAVEL BLOG. Then we had my sister’s graduation party. And now yesterday I turned 22.
22 sounds too much. Where have all my years gone? I keep forgetting how old I am. Every time someone asks my age it takes forever to answer. Maybe I am just trying to forget. Years aren’t going by and I am not standing here doing nothing.
Lately I have been feeling even more lost with my life. I can’t decide what I want to study and what would be the best option for me. How could I know what I will want to do the rest of my life?
Song of the week
AUSTIN PLAINE – NEVER COME BACK AGAIN
Good friend linked this song for me and it just feels so close to my heart. All the lyrics just sound like my thoughts…
Well, I hope you are having a good week! And at least don’t have as big age crisis as I do…
I did something crazy and finally bought domain for my travel blog. I’m so thrilled and exited and proud. I would have never guessed this happening. Funny fact is that it has only been under four months from the times when I didn’t even have ten followers. When did all those 700 people start to read my writings?
Maybe I’m just over reacting but for me this is something I would have never expected. I started writing blogs to learn better English and save my travels for myself. Though it’s more interesting to write when someone is reading.
So now check out my travel blog from
This is amazing. I have had quite bad week so this decision really made my day.
I hope everyone is having as good day as I am. I will keep writing so see you soon.
Hello dear diary!
I’m on my way back to home. It’s 2AM but I can’t sleep. I have never been good at sleeping in moving vechicles. I still havefive hours to go before I can enjoy my own confy bed. Last five hours have gone by watching Netflix but now it’s getting boring. So I decided to write about my day here! (Probably bad idea because I’m so tired…Sorry not sorry!)
So today I had my school entrance exams. I didn’t know what to expect when I walked in the school (after getting lost and running for my life so I would not be late…) I think I have quite good changes to get in but it’s still scary. So much depends how well I did in that exam.
In two weeks I may move to Rovaniemi. Ten hours train trip away from my current home, friends and family. Or if I don’t get in I will go to not so interesting school which is closer to home. So much can change in so small amount of time. I don’t even know when the results will come out!
Well however now back to the exam. One of the tasks was to write motivation letter and explain why would you be fitting to this school. There was only 20 minutes time to write it. I paniced. In the end I explained about my blog and how I only started few months ago and now have 600 followers. I told that it may never be anything but I want to explore my blog writing skills more.
I don’t know if it was good move to tell about it. All the other people in the exam seemed so mature. What if the teachers just think I don’t fit in and am too naivi. I’m so scared. I really wanna get in! This is going to be torture waiting for the results…
But yeah I’m sorry about this mess I call a blog post. My brains are so tired after being awake soon for whole day…
I hope you are having good day!
it’s me again. Today I’m writing from train. I have been sitting here four hours already and have still another four to go. It’s long way but totally worth it. So where I am going?
I haven’t yet talked about this on my blogs but I am following my destiny. I don’t even know if I believe in destiny but if I did this would be perfect example of it happening. This train will take me to other side of Finland and to school entrance exams.
If you have been reading my blogs you may know that year ago I decided to have gap year because I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life. Then I volunteered three months in hostels and found the way I want to live. However after I returned home my family pressured me to apply in “good” universities.
I got badly sick just before the university exams were and didn’t get in. I was again without direction in my life. Or so I though. My mum had decided that her daughter will not have yet another gap year and made me to look the school that were still searching for new students.
Today I am going to entrance exam of school where I can learn about hospitality management and tourism. I never tought I would end up living in Lapland but now all I hope is that I will get in this school. I also never ever considered this area of studying before this school.
So four hours to go until I’m in Rovaniemi and one night until the exam. Wish me luck!
PS. Don’t forget to follow my TRAVEL BLOG! I’m soon having 600 readers and can’t really believe so many people would like to read what I have to day.
Hi there! Today I was going to post my travel diary from Sweden but I have been so stressed out that it’s still not ready. Basically my university exam results can come out any moment but at the latest tomorrow. To add my stress currently the site where I can see them isn’t working.
So now I am waiting and tomorrow probably staring the web site until I see the results. I’m so scared. One day and I will know how my life is going to play out.
I don’t have any plan right now. I don’t even know how to inform the school that I will take the place if I get accepted in. I don’t know if I want or not to go to school. I’m big mess without future plans.
What if I just want to write and travel?
I should write about my recent trip to Sweden but I have somehow lost all inspiration to do it. (Or maybe I’m just too lazy to import all the pics to my computer…) Because writing the blog is for me to improve and become the happy person I want to be I’m not stressing too much. I will write when I feel like it.
To do something blog related today I decided to do big job that had been waiting for some time now. I rearranged all the categories in my blog. Now everything is in clean order. It took some time but I did it and am proud of myself.
It’s amazing to feel that I am beginning to get this blogging thing. My travel blog has soon 200 followers and after every new one I keep wondering why would someone want to read about my life.
Another thing I did today is staring my own Pinterest. Yes, I mean staring not starting. I have had it for some time now but never really understood how it works. Today I decided it is time to try. Any tips for me to use Pinterest?
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This blog is for me to write whatever. If you want to read my “real” blog check out my adventures in my travel blog.