I don’t want to leave, but I can’t stay

Week before traveling is always the hardest but also the easiest time for me. I am never truly there. My mind is already traveling towards the soon to be adventures, new cities I will take over and those experiences only I can… well… experience. Whatever I do in the end my mind will go back to the things I have to pack, counting the minutes to my take-off and of course planning all the things I will do.

It is hard to be truly here back at home but at the same time it is a lot easier week when compared to other week of my back at home life. Why? I know that I am leaving soon. It may sound bad. I would love to be someone who loved to be back at home with her family and never leave everyone else behind. But I can’t and that’s why the days before traveling are some of the best ones I ever have back at home.

During these few days my mind is always at traveling but at the same time I am meeting so many friends, spending time with my family and trying to enjoy every second I have with them. I love being back at home because of these people so dear to me and still nothing could hold me here for too long. It makes week before traveling so important.

During this time I always remember why these people are so close to my heart and why I have to return after having my own small adventure.

Sometimes it feels like I am living between two words. I have two totally different personalities. I am Viivi who never wants to leave and I am Viivi who never wants to stay. It’s unsettling and still I wouldn’t change it to anything.

So, these next few days I will enjoy my life here back at home. I will meet friends, I will help my sister at moving to her first own home, I will eat Finnish food and live in my grandpa’s basement. But then on Sunday I will board the plane. I will go towards my new adventure, I will write all the time, I will meet new people, eat new foods and enjoy every second of this time I so badly need.

This is my life and for some odd reason I have grown to love it.

Sorry for yet another random text. I hope you are having an amazing day.
With love,

Viivi with mixed feelings 

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When You Have Too Many Blogs…

So, I have decided to do some more changes with my blogs and start concentrating to them more. This autumn I will start studying creative writing in remote university so I will have a lot of time to just write around the clock everyday of the week. That made me think, why not use some of that time for blogging?

You may realize that I changed the domain of this blog. Yes, even if I changed it to for new hosting a few weeks ago. I have decided that my Lost Viivi site and domain will be a little bit like my home page. I will share there links to all of my blogs and maybe sometimes share some extra news from my life. Who knows.

My travel blog aka my main blog Go Travel Global will continue as it is. Except that I will first return to posting once a week and after I find the right writing rhythm add that second day back. I have too many travel stories I want to write currently but for some reason I have no motivation of writing them.

Then there is my Go Travel Photo blog.  I have been thinking new name for it but at least yet I haven’t come up with any good enough alternatives. I want to share more of my photos there. At least a few times per week. If I have time even more. The original goal was to share photo every day but I don’t think that will be possible any time soon.

Today I changed name of this blog from Lost Viivi to Lost Side Blog. I have been mainly sharing blogging awards my travel blog gets here but now I want to share something more. Small stories from my life, random thoughts, maybe even poems or novels I write. I won’t set schedule for myself but rather keep this blog as easy to write as possible. If I have something in my mind it will appear here.

And lastly I may have been planning of making one more blog. (I know, I know, I already have too many blogs okay…) It was kind of my friend’s idea. We used to write Asian drama and music reviews together when we met. I was complaining that I need new hobby and she suggested starting reviewing again. This time I would review a little bit of everything and not just Asian dramas. I still love them but my obsession isn’t as huge anymore.

Would anyone be interested in reading music, movie, tv series and book reviews? Well, I don’t even know why I ask because whatever your answer is I will still probably do it…

Am I the only one with problem of having too many blogs at the same time? I think that I am blog addict… If you have many blogs feel free to comment them below because I would love to have some new bloggers to follow.

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With love,

Totally Lost Viivi